The Allen Show

I dont know why but the sudden urge of depression is all over me this morning. What have i done. Nothing. What did i say. Nothing. I just feel it. A sense of loss maybe? but i have lost nothing. What is this emotion. What is it that flipped this switch? I dont know either but i have to figure it out. days like this destroy all parts of me. I just wish i had what it was i needed. and that would be......who knows but i need it. with that i leave you now. but i hope to be back soon.