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I know its been too long. Things have not been so good for this wolf lately. Besides the normal dwelling of sleepless nights and party filled days. Well lets just say my services are here for the taking. It is truly amazing on how the things that bring you what you feel as such discomfort when taken away hurt so bad. A sense of dis-order has crept into me. I can focus and now sleep much better but still not the same. I am trying to move this forward and bring what i know i can bring back to the table. I just hope for the support and meaning to come with it from not only others but myself. I grasp at what i can and for now i will go back to what i know works. it may take time to bring back all that you know me for and what i see. But know i am working to it. "I can no longer do for you what i can not do for myself. I can only do what i can for me to others. But for now I will be selfish and righteous and only do onto me."

With that, keep the tie going, and know that each one brings me strength. No matter how shitty it looks on Jesse.